I'm not sure if I am losing it (Paranoid) or if my T has some issue with me. I felt so much better, only to be hit with this massive fear that he thinks I am horrible. I am in such a panic that I don't even know how to make it. I feel like I am not worth anything and I believe it. I am so sick to death of myself. I was a fool to think I am getting better. I am so afraid. I feel like everything is crumbling in front of me.