She doesn't. You know she doesn't. It's through our actual relationships that we find this happiness.

If I were you, I would block the boyfriend's social media. Is seeing this making you happy?

I've given a lot of thought as to whether I'll want to have contact with T when we terminate. I think I've settled on maybe once the initial pain dissipates. But if I were in your shoes, with no closure? Not a chance. It would retraumatize me.