I remember being there and if you guys remember seeing my posts i was very *sui* and depressed and anxious. I dont FEEL distraught. But i feel extremely stressed out. Once i got to talking to someone and laughing and having fun i felt better which confused me.

I feel so embarrassed that i even went to the hospital. I shouldnt have. But maybe it was needed. Idk.

Ive NEVER had an anxiety attack like that before. If it was, it was awful. I didnt even recognize it. But i did know that my anxiety made it worse.

I didnt even sleep there. But very little. Plus my mom got drunk yesterday and fell over. She made me eat in front of everyone. Which is why i threw up at the restaurant.