(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Kiya))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm sorry you won't be able to see your t this week. That is so hard when the feeling to si are so strong. Maybe you can call her? I know it is not the same but sometimes it helps to feel not so all alone. Know I am here and I care. Please let us help all we can. I am so glad that you did not si yesterday even though the urges were so great. Maybe just take one minute at a time and just do your best. Keep posting if it helps.

BB