I think you are somewhat enjoying the 'wild and wooly ride'. You are seeing this as an epic love story.

You may be giving her too much credit for intelligence and integrity. You may be calling this a relationship and thinking it's committed and she is not on the same page at all. She may just be too emotionally immature for a real relationship. She may just be an inveterate liar.

You said she had breast implants and was a size DDD. Most women who get implants stay within a natural size. She went overboard. What do you make of this?