Bringing this post back, hijacking it actually.

On Friday I finally broke down and called my nurse, I could no longer cope with the agitation. My face was so tight. I was hearing people talk and snicker about me. Crying and blowing up about the smallest tasks being irritating.

She gave me some Ativan, the only thing I noticed is that it made my face loosen up.

She said Ativan was a band aid to help me for now.

Bioche had once gave me a suggestion about (longer term?) medication for this, but I cannot find it. I wrote a email to my nurse to ask her how to help me for long term treatment.

My husband and daughter are suffering. I am swearing at my desk and being Little Miss Sunshine at work too. : /

I can't do this anymore.