Down today. I can't take this back and forth ********. I was normal for most of the week, then moderately depressed Saturday, hypo yesterday, back to depressed today. ****ing ********. I just want to be stable. Why oh why did I have to switch medication??? Why can't meds just work with no serious side effects? It's like I can keep taking invega and watch my A1C rise, or I can take something else and be unstable.
I guess I need to go up on the depakote.
I'm gonna go back to bed.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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