There is a constant worry about my living situation and ability to maintain it. I am on government disability and have the constant worry I for some reason will be cut-off. This is such an ever present stress point for me that I don't relax until the deposit is in my bank and my rent and bills have been paid. Then comes the re-building of anxiety until the point I am panicking again worried that my cheque might not come.

And now I have every reason to worry. I have put in motion plans to move down to my boyfriend's city and in with him. I made these plans based upon the advice of my case worker. But I now have a new one who in turn has told me I will be denied assistance after all. panic Panic PANIC