I have struggled with depression for some time., having grown up in an abusive home. I always felt I was able to deal with my depression through exercise (I am an avid runner), but even that does not seem to be enough at this point. I recently lost a great job with great pay (downsizing)and am having difficulty finding a comparable position. I am divorced, and have removed myself from family in order to protect myself. My friends (all with families of their own) seem to be "good time" friends. With no work, no family the holidays have been extremely difficult. With no work, I can not afford therapy so it is my hope I will be able to keep my depression in check by relating to others who are struggling.