It's pretty scary to read that you are doing some heavy duty drugs ES and don't even really know that much about them.

Also scary to read anything at all about heroin with the epidemic that's happening and all the people that are dying from it.

I hope you're honest with your treatment providers and seek help while you still can.These drugs are seriously not anything you want to mess with.If you're able to do without them when you don't have money then that tells me you're not addicted to them...yet.Once you are addicted you will resort to whatever you need to in order to get them,stealing from people,breaking in places,sucking d*ck ,whatever it takes,which will also lead you to prison and stuck in a vicious cycle of being locked up,getting out,going back to using,getting locked up,going back to using and then before you know it you will be in your 40's and 50's doing the same thing.

Is that what you want?I've seen it happen so many times,have also watched so many young people your age dying from it.Get help while you have the resources to.