I've been with my boyfriend for 4 months. I've had bad experiences with men in the past and I have an 8year old child.

Him and I have just returned from a mini break holiday and we both had such a fantastic time but I feel i cannot relax in my relationship. I'm happy, he's a wonderful man but I keep wanting to pull away and push him away. I have anxiety which never helps anything.

Any help or advice please i hate feeling this way