I can totally relate to this. There is always that fear of medication changes, and also at times, contemplating going off of them, but I realize that's not healthy for me. Plus, I eventually adjust, and I think it's naturally that way for many people. There's going to be fluctuations. That being said, it's definitely worth talking to your pdoc about the lack of creativity. Some Bipolar meds along the way have made me very "flat," especially with some AP's. Also, the natural feeling of coming out of mania/psychosis can make everything seem so blah. With time, there's a period of adjustment. Your mind and body have gone through a lot with medication to wipe out the mania, etc., so it will take time getting a normal state of energy back, and it's good that you are going to talk to your pdoc. Best wishes.