I'm about to start grade twelve in September. When I graduate I have no life. I'm nothinh and I'll never have anything.
First of all, I'm awful at everything. I'm not being dramatic when I say it either. I'm horrendus at everything I do. I literally have zero skills so I'm useless.
I don't want to go to college or university. I have good grades in high school, but I know there is absolutely nothing I want to do in college. Anyway, I just know I'll fail or drop out after a few days.
My life in general is going to be worthless. I don't want a /traditional/ life with marriage and kids (makes me want to hurl). I'll also never make friends or get a job.
At this point, I don't see a point in living. I just want to die before I watch my life turn into garbage.