I'm so crushed I have to make a Spiders Corner post now. In the smoke break, the smoke monitors tried to wish me a happy birthday during the smoke break, and got my roommate to get my ear plug out and they loudly said, happy birthday trying to get the 7 or 8 people to join in, but they didn't. They didn't say it or even look at me. I feel so embarrassed I want to die. The same people who just inducted my roommate into the in crowd. I can't even go home and cry.