That's what I mean, they take high IQ as LD so they get more money. And, actually, unless the teacher is sharp, having a high intelligence DOES make one learning disabled... unable to learn at the slow pace of others, considering many things as "common sense" when others really don't know the stuff... etc. that's what I meant.
You have a lot of anger, and center much of it at yourself. I hope you will be able to ease up some. Thinking is good... if you have logical thinking. What I've found, however, is when we are distressed our "logic" goes out the window, so to speak.
I like the one signature line of your own little world. The other two I don't...especially the one insinuating homocide. sigh.
Feel better.