I've been physically ill. I can't keep food down. That or it runs right through me (when I do eat). I think my nerves are shot and it's just causing an upset stomach. I've also had a lot more headaches and have been exceptionally fatigued. All of this can be chalked up to everything I listed above.
The hospital that my T wants is pretty far. At least three hours away. If anyone did see me, it wouldn't be often. I haven't been too keen on having visitors in the past. It makes it harder for me to stay at a hospital rather than being home.

Again, though, I don't know how viable the hospital is as an option. If my insurance doesn't pick it up, then I definitely can't go because it's way too much money.