Thank you so much for your opinions.

Yes, i know there are some red flags. He is stubborn, touchy and controlling. Plus having ocd for showering and is bipolar. But i thought that since im aware of that and still love/want him, its my choice so its ok....

Nobody is perfect and i have huge flaws too... like this sleeping problems... if he can overlook mine, i can overlook his. right? And who else would still want me with my many issues???