Things are dark today. How can everyone else not sense it? They walk around happy and talking, like nothing has changed. I have to remind myself that nothing HAS actually changed, just me.
Talked to my cpn today. We discussed my diagnosis and she said she agrees that it's schizophrenia. She's known me for a good length of time now so I think I trust her opinion. I'm still in two minds about it. But it's days like this that confirm it more for me.