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Originally Posted by justafriend306
Has being absolutely authentic been an advantage or disadvantage? My own B&W thinking has led me to being opinionated - and quite irritable. This hasn't always worked for me (take my behaviour here for example). There are times it has been a disaster. I am thus working on asking myself; is this the battle I want to die on? Is this what I want to be remembered for? Is this actually sabotaging myself?
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You know I have similar thoughts to you too. I think because I feel sad a lot lately, and I think that's ok. I have to work really hard to be happy. It doesn't feel authentic. I think maybe I shouldn't hide that I'm sad, but then it feels like self sabotage, like I'm not even willing to try and have a happy life.
If I read into it though maybe I do really want to be happy, maybe that is the authentic part. I also get irritable sometimes and often take it out on my family
