hi mimsies

when i ask her to chores, i have to ask repeatdley which turns into nagging this is the same with my 10 year old son, but most of the time he listens right away. but he will have his moods too when he chooses not to. sometimes i will say ok i am setting the timer it has to be done in 10 mins.

she likes writing on her ipad, she likes v- blogs, BTS korean pop, she writes short stories and sometimes poems.

what i like about her is she is kind hearted, she does care, but has hard time expressing her feelings. she is a smart kid.

as for the father, there are issues there too, the company he works for is a family business and he works in managment, i feel they take advantage of him and he has been working long hours from monday to friday, so he has no time to really spend with me or kids, that also has made my anxiety and depression worse. i have told him in the past that you need to spend more time with her. he complained this morning too that he has time to watch HIS DRAMAS?? or do work around the house.... i said how about you have no time to spend with your family.....BUT THAT IS ANOTHER WHOLE CAN OF WORMS I AM OPENING.

i am on stress leave from work, my work enviornment was toxic, than stressors at home. this is the worst bout of anxiety i have ever had in my life

just trying to take it one day at a time... yesterday was a better day with my daughter.