Today was my first time driving to T from new house. About half way I hit an absolutely horrendous storm. There was no visibility and the roads were starting to flood. It was so dark it looked like night.
The storm stretched all the way to his village and I ended up going in soaked (I was wearing flip flops too). T gave me a towel which was nice.
I asked him if he created the storm to prove me wrong when I said the drive would be fine.
We talked about moving and then a little bit about knowing he felt not ready for me to leave. He tried to clarify but I said he didn't need to, I understood and it was okay.
We talked about the rupture and my feeling resentful that I had to pay him extra for the extended session because it didn't seem fair. He said he was uncomfortable with that too especially as "much of it was [his] stuff". He said it's okay to renegotiate that because "fairness is more important than money" and he offered to knock the extra money off today's session. I said that's okay. I didn't want to renegotiate in hindsight. It was enough to acknowledge the unfairness.
We talked about lighter things like my upcoming trip, and then we had some eye contact. I found it really intense. I looked away and said "you have the best eyes. they make my heart race" and he smiled. I looked in his eyes again and jokingly said "stop it!" And he laughed. We hugged and said goodbye. It feels a good way to end before a break, after a difficult few weeks.