I feel like I'm a grumpy old man sometimes. My neighbours have guests and they're so loud, talking loud, yelling and juhuu-ing out of nowhere. On a weekday night! I've always had a hard time with them. They're just clueless. I have to wear earplugs a lot of my nights because of them. I feel like a dope for putting up with it.

Also, it makes me feel a bit lonely. They're around my age. But act like they're 17. Why can't people be considerate when living in apartments? I, for my part, sure have been considerate for such a long time. Do they think no one lives next to them? It's this egocentric behavior that annoys me the most. Like I'm nothing. That I don't existent and they don't need to consider me.

Man, it must be so nice to live lives where you just think of yourself - no overthinking and overanalyzing - like a child just blurting out whatever you feel like. And then live their whole lives never getting to know how much they annoy the people around them. Christ!!

I don't know if I'm overreacting or not. Just frustrates me.