This sentence right here is a bad indication because It shows you don't feel worthy and that is worrying.

Don't get me wrong, I know that an internet friendship can turn to true love but there are so many red flags in what you have written. You are unfortunately already letting this man bully you when it should be about working together. Please, please make sure that if you do meet, you do it on your terms. He stays elsewhere for your safety and I'll add, he should respect that!