Dang! I wish I knew of something that would help, but opioids weren't my drug of choice. I've heard they're especially difficult to wean off of & stay off of. Of course, you already know rehab/detox are possibilities, but I don't know your insurance situation. N.A. would be another possibility, but I know folks have mixed feelings about that, too. Anyways, I just wanted you to know that we're reading along & are hoping things get easier for you. That's not much, but it's all I have to offer. Keep writing & hang in there.