I would attribute me owning my behavior more towards my intellect than anything. I still am lacking quite a bit when it comes to maturity due to lacking the chance to mature emotionally. I'm smart enough to know that arguing with people, dismissing people's advice, and lashing out at people over a difference of opinion does little to benefit me and only serves to hurt me further later; especially if somebody blocks me, a friend here rejects me, or I get suspended since those are prime triggers for me.

Maybe one day, I will figure out how to undo the stunt that was placed on my emotional growth. Until then, I will rely on my intelligence and logic to guide me instead of my undeveloped emotions.

Thanks for the kind words though!