Awesome. Of course you are going to be apprehensive. But good for you for doing something to help you, keep that in mind that you are going there to come back a better you for your family. I'm sure it hurts them to see you struggle. Maybe you will have internet access and can talk with us Maybe not to begin with, but eventually. I've very proud of you. This has been a long time coming. I want you to feel better, I really do. Please take advantage of this opportunity, and it is an opportunity, to get better.