What true love is supposed to be in your mind, might be something that doesn't really exist. I was, and you might have been too, read fairy tales where the prince rescued the helpless princess and the lived happily ever after. Little girls today are not read those stories any more. They are taught to be independent. Yes, there still is a prince, but they are equals.

You have touched upon a huge question for you.

I'd suggest stop chasing it, and do things you enjoy that build you up. You are bound to meet people you will have feelings for of love. It is in your heart.