Predictably, I'm feeling better after getting a full night's sleep. My mind did start worrying again but I was like hell no, I'm not doing this today. So I put on some string quartet music and concentrated on that instead of my thoughts. Mindfulness, I guess. It helped. I fell asleep by like 10:30 and slept straight through until 8:15. So I good today. I got blood work done, which I always avoid because I hate waiting around for an hour and then they can never get me. But I knew I wouldn't be able to do it any other day and I want to make sure the depakote isn't messing up my liver yet. So I went.
I'm hoping my friend will want to go take a walk with me but he might be too tired. I'm gonna go grocery shopping and maybe get some garden tools and tackle the side garden, which has been overgrown for a couple of years now.
Maybe I can go for two days of normal in a row!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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