Thank you, knowing that some couples maintain separate bedrooms is comforting.

i know there are a lot of red flags in this whole story. but mainly because of me.

im not good with relationships, i dont feel im made for them and maybe i should just put my mind at rest acknowledging that. but i cant help still wanting and trying to be normal, to build a family like everyone else even if it doesnt really match with my feelings.

ideally, i'd love to find a person to have a squish on. one who is asexual, aromantic and who would want to keep separate rooms. separate places would be better but not if we have kids.

maybe im just not ready yet, but given this, i wonder if someone like this exists because then, one could wonder what would be the point in being together? and i wonder this too....