Eskielover,

i've just read your post.... not easy to read but thank you for the reality check. at a certain level im aware of all of this... i just think, whats the worst that could happen? that we fail as a couple? ok, but at least i want to try....

i just love that he knows all my flaws and still wants me. nobody else could... if i lose him without even trying, i'll regret it. and if i lose him i'll be completely alone, with no hope at all. he gives me hope, he makes me see the future in a positive light... i love him for this...