The marble idea sounds pretty good. I'm glad Ozzie asked about it, as I was just assuming that the marble meant using your head and trying to think about it rationally. I understand that it's not so easy to do, as all those memories don't get processed as past memories and filed away the way they are supposed to, so you keep running into them and reliving them when you aren't even looking for them, and it isn't happening to you now.

Wishing you peace,
Rap