Between my brother passing, me not getting the financial aid for school this whole school year, being in the ER, my mental health and not having my gabapentin for a month cuz i missed the pdoc appt, my dad needing medical attention, family drama on my dads side due to my brother passing, emotional abuse from my mom this past week when my sis was here, my ex....i just need a big break.

My chest is hurting now. I tried calling people i know and no one has answered tonight. At least im not drinking.