I'm going to stop seeing my psychologist and stop my injection. I can't have one that says he would give up on trying with me because "What's the point anymore".

Just because I don't want to die anymore doesn't mean he can say **** like that.

I'm not seeing another psychologist because he's known me since my first psychosis.

It doesn't make sense to me and I'm really confused about my decision.

All these drugs didn't give me psychosis so stopping the injection wont.

The psychosis is gone. Sure, I have a bit of positive symptoms, I put my hand over my heart and feel my heart beat until I fall asleep, I check my pulse every less than 5 minutes and many other problems that I can go on for days about but I don't care anymore.

I don't care. I just want to live and have a happy fulfilling life.

I didn't ask for psychosis and depression but that's what happened and I have to deal with it.

My diagnosis for schizophrenia is wrong not everyone that gets diagnosed has psychosis forever.

Just like I said I wouldn't be the one to be addicted to drugs, it's possible to quit just like it's possible for psychosis to stop.

Blablabla my mind is rotten and fried. I hate myself and love live and love me and hate me but can change me.

What ever

Word salad if I shall but I wont