nowheretorun, sure, you can add me to your Christmas list.

I don't have a regular doctor right now but I'm meeting my new one next week. I'm sure new drugs are in my immediate future.

Man, what am I even saying? Sorry guys, I can't even think of a proper response. I'm sitting here looking at the screen and feeling the keys with my fingertips and it's like the weight of the atmosphere around me is too much to work against. I don't even want to breathe.

Vacation. Not really possible right now. I'm producing a four day shoot in Vegas in two weeks so I can't get away. Good idea though.

I'm going to sign off. I just can't do this right now. I'm ok. I'm not sad. I just can't do the PC thing at the moment.

Cyran0