I am tired. I've been working almost daily and need a rest. Today, I have a day off but need to do chores. I like being busy but at times would like to do nothing. I am working on Sundays too. I am ok with it as long as I don't have symptoms which I don't. I am plain exhausted though. May be, it is a good tired. I am not that stressed. I have so much to do now. I feel blessed about this. Five years ago, I was fighting for my survival on the streets. Now, I just keep busy and am doing fine. Life is not bad. I am grateful for what I have. I cannot complain. Despite having some problems with some aspects of Japanese society- being ripped off, I am doing quite well. I am doing everything on my own. Nobody in my family is in Japan now. Sometimes, it is lonely but I don't feel alone. I am so busy I don't even think about being lonely. Also,my having two lovers is nice too. hahahahaa One of them came by last night. We had fun. I am having a good time here in Japan in general. I am hoping I can last through the "busyness". I sometimes worry about feeling stressed but am not so far. Just tired. I am 50 years old and realize my age is creeping up on me. hahahahaaha I'll be ok though. I am happy overall.