I experienced the sexual feelings.but I soon thought gosh this has to stop so I said about my feelings and it stopped. Well I still have sexual fantasy. But Im too shy to tell them or embrassed. Worried they think Im so werido or make them feel uncomfortable. It doesn't help when your T is young and good looking. Ita not an old.man. Nope young and good looking. doesn't even look like his age.
But as embrasing it is for you, I would address this to your therapist. I pray that they be gentle and kind about towards you with a graceful heart and understanding.