HEY OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!

JOY TO THE WORLD THE T HAS CALLED!!!!!!

So I had a phone session today with T. I told him about my invisibility and my cave. We talked about other relationships in my life and how I feel invisible in some of them as well.

I am still depressed and believe there is more to it psychologically and physically. It just feels like there's something I haven't reached yet in my work with T and something is just not right with my body--it could be the way I am metabolizing this %#@&#! effexor--or who knows? I am taking such a low dose now it's hardly even therapeutic. (The larger dose made me sick.)

I'm going to make an appointment with my internist doc to have my thyroid levels checked too.

What more can I do?

I will see T next Thursday--ok--now I can say I will see him in a week. That feels better.

Oh and I don't think I like phone sessions. I missed his face. But the benefit>>>>I could make faces at him when I didn't like what he was saying!!! He he

Peace friends and thanks so much for the support.