I waited to post this to see if things would become clearer once some time passed, but...still confused. A little over a week ago, during session, my T told me I needed to do something I just can't do. He wanted me to tell my husband about a particular past issue (before we met), which I have never shared with my dh. I expressed to T that I just didn't think I was ready for this, but T thinks it is necessary in order to move forward. My T and I seem to have a good connection. He is pretty patient, but knows at times I need a little prodding. This time though, I think he's pushing too far, and I told him when he suggested it. We actually went back and forth about it and went over time by 10 minutes. Because of the holidays, we did not schedule our next appointment. I also think he wanted me to talk with my husband before our next session, but that's not happening. I don't know whether to be angry or hurt right now. I'm fluctuating between the two. I guess I'm just wondering if there is a time you should trust your T even when you really don't think you're ready for something. He'll probably call me next week to schedule.....but I really don't know what I'm going to say to him. If he feels I can't move forward unless I talk to dh and I'm not ready/willing to, then I guess we're just at a road block.

I would appreciate thoughts on this....my brain is tired of trying to figure it all out right now. Thanks!!