Mckell,

Maybe it's time to decide to act on some of these things? It sounds like you have decided that you are at a standstill in your therapy--and you might be. But it also seems like you have some choices to make. Your list seems like it would provide fodder for many sessions and allow for an even-deeper exploration of motivation/self. But that will only happen if you want it to, and you will only get returns if you want them.

Good luck.