i know how u feel.. i am feeling the same way now. except i just want to sleep and not wake up. i told my hub that and he went on the whole " i have to cherish life lingo". well right now i dont feel that way. right now i dont want to deal with anything or anyone. right now i just want to sleep. hopefully meds will kick in and take me out of this misery. i've been preaying that God takes me out of this dark place as i am a believer. i hope that u feel better soon cyran0.