Me too. Im not one to keep grudges. I had to learn not to. I kept a long grudge against my mom. I had to let that go. Still completely havent but mostly. I love her now for who she is because she is my only mom. Yea sometimes i hate her but like i said awhile back ive learned to keep my distance from her so we can both live in peace.

But my brother keeps grudges. Plus this is a hard time for everyone right now. So im trying to factor that in too.