We've been married 10 years. Have a wanderful 4 years old son. My husband has always been loving and supportive, so was I. A year ago we moved to USA. I left behind everything - family, job, career, friends.... Although times were hard for both of us, our love kept us together. 5 months ago I learnt that we had been cheating me with his former employee and my friend. I was shocked, upset. Decided to leave him, but he did't let me go. We came trought it somehow. Then 2 months ago I found photos of another girl in his phone. And again I was shocked and broken. Because all those 10 years I sacrificed everything just for him, he was all I have, the closest one on earth, and all I got was love and support from him. Right the next day I saw that photos he sent me sent me a photo of his to make a purchase and on the background of the card was another phone and a girl in it. He came home and said he is going away. He denies everything concerning that girl. He keeps on telling me that the divorce is just because of us, because he cannot get enough emotions from our relationship. A few days ago I leant that he is sending flowers to this girl every other day, to Russia, but he still keeps on telling that he is just tired of me, that this is also for me to become strong and independent person etc. But on the other hand he is talking on whatsapp days long and this makes me sick and stressed even more. I am completely shocked, broken, depressed. I am alone here with my son. I keep on crying and cannot concentrate on anything. I cannot imagine my tomorrow. I just live for my son.
Please advise how to cope with this. How to start to live again.