i think am in an manic state i keep going from one thing to another eg eating disorder saying am going veggie ... then wanting to be vegan and then wanting to eat clean food am also been cleaning everything i know this sound like OCD i feel elated but volatile aggressive
on top of that i keep want to self injure as i feel it will calm me down av taken my medication plus 2 50mg of my prns my husband wants me to go to bed soon but i feel awake and wanting to stay up all night
got church in the morning and my friends will be there and i dont want to be like this around others dont want to snap at people but i feel that i cant calm down