Maybe not exactly gender dysphoria, but in a way maybe similar....... I have no issue with my body and would never want anything different than what I have. Nor do I have any desire to alter my body in other ways (aside from being thinner).

However, I'm a male who happens to be somewhat of a feminine being. As a result, I do get upset when I'm not able to do girly things like painting my nails and wearing a feminine hairstyle. When I do, I look great and like what I see in the mirror. But if I were in a situation where I had to hide this side of myself even when I'm just relaxing at home or hanging out with friends, I would likely be intensely and permanently depressed. Being able to dress and be seen by others as the person I am is great though..... and I'm finally doing it all the time really. If I were unable to though, I would truly be depressed and just say **** it all. That won't happen though thank god.

I can somewhat understand where you're coming from. It would be utterly ****ed if I were unable to present my normal fem self. The experience is very relatable to me. You can definitely pm me if you need to talk about this. My situation might not be exactly like yours, but I think I get the whole experience to some degree.