He triggered me and cornered me, provoking me into a total psychotic meltdown. My son heard me screaming "Get away from me" over and over as he cornered me in the closet like a caged tiger. I'm sure the neighbors heard it. I nearly called the police, I just don't know what to do, feel so helpless and confused. My son seems ok, my h left for now. I recovered myself and made us lunch.

Tomorrow we have an appointment with our lawyer. I must find the courage to just put an end to this. So devastating.