Well I drank again on Fri. Horribly overdid it, and spent yesterday passed out, so naturally I was awake all night last night feeling yuck. Today I'm feeling really shakey, and all I want to do is drink to stop the withdrawal symptoms, but that's a non starter because I'm hosting a dinner party tomorrow night that I really don't want to cancel. So I'm gutting it out, and spending the day in bed with my books and my computer.

I really need to get back on the antabuse. Just can't seem to bring myself to start it.

I hate how hard this is.

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