Grey,

I feel so much like you!!! OMG.. wanna go get some coffee and cry with me?

I, just 2 weeks ago was told I had Adult ADD and Depression. How I put it... Its that feeling you get on the first warm spring day when you are bouncing off the walls with excitement wanting to do something? I haven't felt that in so long.

I have seen a T twice now and all I have managed to do is feel worse when I leave. I am not on any meds yet because I cant see the Dr until Mid Jan.

I just want to feel good, happy again. Nothing excites me anymore. My Mom just came out to visit from Illinois for the holiday. It was "nice". I just posted under the Add forum that I am normally the social butterfly, the one everyone wants to be around because of my upbeat energy. WHERE THE HELL DID IT GO? I feel every day I loose myself even more.

One day we will find ourselves again.. we are there .. just clouded that's all.

Try to find a good T.. that might help. But you are not alone!

Kathy