but im pretty sure if a doctor suspects you of doing harm to yourself they have to report you. If they feel that you are a danger to yourself or society, they have to do something. If youre honest, be prepared to probably be sent to a therapist of some kind or at least referrred to one. an obgyn can't really check up on you to make sure youre not harming yourself, but theyre always going to look out for your best interest. and letting someone do that to themselves is against the hipocratic oath to never do harm to anyone.

candybear - i hope you get all this straightened out and maybe get some help as to why youre doing this to yourself in the first place. you never know, they could be much more understanding than you think. people always surprise you.