I'm sorry you feel ostracized, distanced, and separated. That's one of the worse feelings...

I once read that some therapists go into the field to separate themselves from those who they treat. It's a mechanism to avoid feeling their own shame. Many of us have defenses against shame, but if true in her case, it's uncontrolled manifestations seem harmful for you.

Please ignore if not applicable. I am very upset with my T right now and am feeling ostracized myself.