I'm sorry you went through something similar. Was your T bad as in mean or abusive to you or do you mean not good at the job? I'm so glad you found the best T you ever had.

He was such an integral part of my life for 5 years. With other things in my life declining, I just can't bounce back as I would have when I was younger. I am afraid I'm going to become a bitter person. I am so afraid it will affect me that much. I don't want to be that person.

Thank you so much for your kindness growlycat, I really needed to talk to someone and there has been nobody.